I love to practice yoga. In fact, I NEED to practice yoga. It feels so good to stretch my body and concentrate on nothing more than my breath for ninety minutes.
I’ve been finding it difficult to practice as much as I would like since becoming a stay-at-home mom on a budget. Yoga classes are expensive and practicing at home has always been too full of distractions. It was tough enough to practice when there was only a cat pouncing all over my bridge pose but practicing at home with a cat and two kids? Impossible.Or so I thought.
During the week, my daughter and I walk my son to school and then have two and a half hours to ourselves, which is usually spent running errands. Lately though, I’ve added yoga into our daily schedule and she loves it. We both do.I have spent the last five years struggling to find my old before-kids self and wondering where it was she had gone. I missed her. Every day I missed her, and as much as I hate to admit it, I started to resent my role as mom because of it.
Why did I consider kids a distraction from the things I love to do before now? It’s not their fault that I hadn’t been practicing yoga nor doing all the other things that I used to love doing before they came into my life. I have been choosing to not take care of me and in doing so, have not been fair to myself or to my family.
Spending time practicing yoga with my daughter has done so much. We have that special bonding time together and I get that amazing stretch and focus on breath that I need. The cat? Well, he’s still a distraction but he loves when it’s time for cat pose. Obviously.